I cant beleive how much im screwing up my future, and even the present! Here are a list of things going wrong in my life lately.

1)I havent gone to school for at lest 3 weeks now and im pretty sure I wont be passing grade 10.
2)Most of the time im depressed and feel like killing myself.
3)This councellor im seeing thats SUPPOSED to make me feel better talking to is a TOTAL IDIOT!
4)My family is getting totally screwed up. My mum is nearly having a mental breakdown, my sister is depressed and has over dosed TWICE (resulting in her going to hospital), my brother silently freaking out inside and being a total ass and finally my dad freaking out on the inside and trying to act as if everythings cool. And then theres me, in the depressed state with my sister only I havent tried to kill myself yet(YET!), because to be honest im to scared of the unkown after death.
5)I think I might have insomnia.
6)Me and mum are on REALLY bad terms. (seriously, the battle lines have been drawn!)

And I think thats just about all I can think of for now.